The moment NEET became Freeter

Within this month, I felt uncomfortable and upset even when I was at home. Everybody, after she/he graduated, started something new, you know, like at office, at graduate-school, almost everywhere as a freshman. Not doing something to do waters me and my life, so I have been such a stupid NEET that means "Not in Experiences, Education , and Training" even though I say, "I continue studying for going to USA". Sounds like a money problem, but still sever....

I registered a firm that would fix up jobs the other day, and it's sure that some staffs called me to talk about some companies that were lack of labors. I didn't mean to be too proud of my job experiences, plus to ride on a high-horse, but I declined with thanks. There are some reasons. I cannot help stopping the job, provided that it never allow me to forcus strictly on my first target, Studying abroad.

First, I will have to take TOEFL as far as possible. That means, it is preferable that every Sat. is no working. If I should pass the university, where I would like to go, only by working like a dog, it may be okay that I stop learning. Job makes me kind of satified, but this is just one option to make money for living. It's clearly different from dream.

Second, I noticed again last Sat. Then, I joined a bar tour to guide people to bars and nightclubs at Shinsaibashi, Osaka as a staff. And, there were over 20 tour takers though it was the first trip. I cannot explain how nice it was, but I noticed that I would like to work next month, too.

Spending time with my girl is the final reason why I want to take every Sat. off. Some of you may feel that this reason is rediculous. Honestly, I think it is. But, you know, I will be in US if I can pass all that the graduate-shool requires. Yes, studying abroad is just my decision. How does she feel? You see?

So, I will cancel my register of the firm today because I got a job a defferent way. This firm no longer makes sense.